June 25: Sorry for the lapse. Life on the outside is a wee bit easier than on the inside (of the hospital) -- but not a lot. Jamie was released on Wednesday (20th) and has been staying with us ever since. When you're 100% inside the hospital, you can aggressively ignore 95% of the outside junk without an ounce of guilt and that's actually HEAVENLY. When you're outside of there, however, everything comes back at once and there's GUILT involved -- at least for ME -- a good, people pleasing, rule following, middle child.
It's a confusing time b/c you're insanely happy your boy is really going to be okay and WILL get back to normal one day soon. But you've just been through a mind-blowing, life-altering, horrifyingly-frightening experience, but it no longer LOOKS like it. Except for the slight, temporary limp from the angiogram, Jamie looks better than ever (new awesome facial hair)! But we're all exhausted, depleted physically and emotionally and... it's time for us all to get back to our jobs/lives/piles of papers.
The point of all this is: Jamie's going to be fine. He's tired, sore and moving slowly, but in time he'll be back to normal and yes, he'll be climbing again. I'm tired, fatter, not moving unless forced, but in time, (I hope) I'LL be back to "normal" and probably will also go hiking (never climbing). So, I guess we're baaack -- in some capacity anyway. And relieved to be on this side of it all. Thanks again for the great support.
June 29: My old friend, Phom, and several others have emailed that they needed an update. Obviously I forgot to post 6/25. Oops. Wonder what happened to my mind... Sorry I left those of you who are still wondering hanging.
So, Jamie is officially back to work. He started back yesterday (Thursday) and even walked 4 blocks to and from the bus stop and then rode Metro as well. He says that he feels a little better today, even after a full day's work yesterday. Headaches remain (but they're not as bad), plus he has to move more slowly while the angio site still heals. He's also dealing with some vision issues that will probably resolve over time.
So all in all, we're back to as normal as can be expected. We are all still a little jumpy and maybe more anxious, knowing that "it", in fact, can happen to us after all. I think it's just starting to sink in to Jamie how close he was to the proverbial edge. HIS reality was so very different from ours. As a result, he and I have had some interesting conversations.
Life is sweet right now. It was actually QUITE sweet during the whole 2 week period. There's truly nothing like feeling the love from so many, as WELL as being forced to stop everything and focus on how much you love someone and put every ounce of your being into that person. And THEN, you go back to work/life, but blessedly those feelings don't go away. The intensity we have been feeling (all of us) for one another remains and it is truly a bit of Heaven on earth. Not that I'd do it again, thank you very much, but it is just what's on the other side that I "get" now, like never before. I am very grateful for that.